Good Student Award |
Throughout most of my education I have been told that I am a
really good student. That is not me bragging or anything; it was just what I
was constantly told. Throughout my early education I did not think much about
the tests that we were taking to analyze our skill levels. I remember being
exposed to the standardized tests and having competitions with a boy in my
class on who could get our tests done faster. We took turns being the first and
second ones to be done and it was more of a joke. When the test scores would
come back my parents would praise me for my results. I apparently scored higher
than my grade level constantly and that was something to be praised for. I had
gained the status of a successful student early and that role followed me
throughout my whole educational career.
As I got older I became more aware of the educational
structure and how it impacted other students around me. I had friends that were
in lower level courses and were struggling to maintain the grade level work
that was given to them. My best friend and I in middle school followed the path
of working above our grade level in math and reading. Since we were in charter
schools the learning styles were more unique and allowed the teacher to give us
a little more leeway to teach ourselves the material.
Standardized Testing Cartoon |
When I went to Crosswinds Arts and Science we were told by
our English teacher that there was a lot of pressure from the school board to
pull good scores on our next standardized tests. Our teacher explained to us
that we were at risk for losing our charter because we were not keeping the
standards that were stated in our contract. We set aside all of our materials
that we had been learning and picked up practice tests. Our teacher ran through
how to take tests and reviewed a lot of the material that we had been learning.
She said she expected the best out of us and that she knew that we could pull
the scores that the school expected out of us. When the tests came back my
teacher told us that she was so proud of the work that we had done and that we
had excellent scores. That situation showed has although we were a charter
school we still had to follow the rules that an institution had for us. We had
to set aside our personal learning to achieve what the state believed we needed
to achieve.
Standardized Testing Cartoon |
After Crosswinds I moved to Central Senior High. I could see
the difference in the way the school ran. I noticed the distinct separation between
the kids that were succeeding and the students that were not challenged. The
students called them tracks and if you were to go anywhere with your high school
career you were expected to take challenging classes. So I entered into as many
challenging classes as I possibly could knowing that it was the best way to set
myself up for college. I took Advance Placement classes and International Baccalaureate
classes to ensure I was on the track to college. The school encouraged the
successful students and encouraged them to keep up the good work. They did not
concentrate on the lower level classes and how it might impact their future.
The structure of this institution was concentrating on pushing already
successful students to be extraordinary students. Newton mentions the example
of the having competition, although you see your fellow students struggling,
you know that you are at least succeeding (279).
This video shows the process and the explanation of the tracking system and how it affects our education system.
In the long run, as you grow up you learn that schools are
just another organization that is deeply a part of your life. You learn their
norms and how to function among them to either be successful or fall below
their expectations. Learning to navigate those aspects of education is part of
growing up in the United States and you discover where you fall within those
definitions. You also learn the realities of the achievement gap and how that
plays into your life. Tests become regularity and figuring out how you can get
past them is part of your training. Education is a necessity and my experiences
are some of my favorite memories but there are a lot of faulty aspects in the
way our society addresses education that I realized as I grew up. The pressure
to succeed is intense and a lot of students can not fit into the box that the
educational institution expects them to.
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I thought that you did an excellent job. I agree with you that in school there is a distinct separation between kids already succeeding and students who are struggling, and that more encouragement goes towards those who are on the right path. I also enjoyed your cartoon on standardized testing. Good job!
ReplyDeleteWhile your post would benefit with a bit more clarity (for the uninformed reader), you do a good job of getting at the issue of structure. E.g., Noting that the educational system treats students differently depending on their *perceived* abilities. You leave its impact on you a tad 'buried,' but, overall, good work!
ReplyDeleteAmazing job! You do a great job of providing personal examples and demonstrating your understanding of the text through stories. It was enjoyable to read and I also liked your video. Good work!
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